{"id":496,"date":"2020-06-28T11:37:23","date_gmt":"2020-06-28T11:37:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/?p=496"},"modified":"2020-06-28T11:37:27","modified_gmt":"2020-06-28T11:37:27","slug":"nearing-the-end","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/nearing-the-end\/496\/","title":{"rendered":"Nearing The End"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"1280\" src=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/suit-710276_1280.jpg?fit=750%2C938\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-497\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/suit-710276_1280.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/suit-710276_1280.jpg 240w, https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/suit-710276_1280.jpg 819w, https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/suit-710276_1280.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 750px) 100vw, 750px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Scene 1.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The signs had been there for days. Steve, always a stickler for rules, had studied the conflicting government guidance and erred on the side of safety. Standing before the blinking red light, he was unrecognisable in a white Hazmat suit, respirator face-mask and blue protective gloves. Not that there was anyone else present to recognise him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cOnly one flash per second. Dear old boy, not much life left. \u201d He breathed out long and slow, turned away and brushing a hand to cheek, made for the door. Note to self&#8230; alcohol gel\u00a0 NOW and don&#8217;t touch your face!\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Following the science of the most cautious of experts, &#8211; complete disrobing, bagging up the PPE&nbsp; for secure disposal, throwing contaminated clothes in for a 90 degree wash, swabbing down all surfaces, having a hot shower and full change of clothes, followed by a UV dose of garden sun&nbsp; &#8211; all this was now such a familiar&nbsp; routine.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<!--more-->\n\n\n\n<p>Malleable in the heat, thoughts skittered.\u00a0 No disagreement from the boffins that periods of frenetic activity at unexpected times interspersed with a sharply falling temperature and pressure did not bode well.\u00a0 The light blinked that truth.\u00a0 Better to not tell Mum. She would be exhausted after a double cleaning shift on the ward.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Scene 2.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Marie knew that laboured Cheyne-Stokes style exhalation and the sodden-wood smell of approaching death. Been there so many times before. But this was different &#8211; here in her own home. Steeling herself, she readied for death watch, observed the life force slowly ignite&nbsp; and then extinguish, only to seemingly re-ignite and then again cut out. And now unresponsive.&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She worried about telling Steve. Her son, overcautious to the point of obsession, was already so stressed out by this whole COVID scenario.&nbsp;&nbsp; Remember his reaction when Dad said that&nbsp; he wanted to die at home&nbsp; not there at the hospice. How could he cope with this?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Through the French Windows, she could see Steve under the parasol, face upturned to the sun.\u00a0 \u201cMom can you turn on the washing machine, 90 Degrees. I forgot\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Scene 3.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No sound of any kind, neither beeps nor bells&#8230; just alternate flashing red and blue indicator lights. Steve and Marie made a decision.\u00a0 Before inviting possible asymptomatic or pre-symptomatic people into their household, they would research resuscitation techniques online and have a go themselves. Here goes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Epilogue.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Many attempts later defeat was conceded.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Best \u201ccall it a day\u201d and summon the professionals said Marie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Could it be The New Agers are&nbsp; correct and there ARE unknown forces at play in the cosmos mused Steve.&nbsp; Otherwise how explain that<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ol class=\"wp-block-list\" type=\"1\"><li>the central heating boiler,<\/li><li>the gas cooker and<\/li><li>the communal i-pad,<\/li><\/ol>\n\n\n\n<p>all gave up the ghost within 24 hours of each other.\u00a0 Maybe household appliances do indeed vibrate in sympathy with each other?\u00a0 R.I.P.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Scene 1. The signs had been there for days. Steve, always a stickler for rules, had studied the conflicting government guidance and erred on the side of safety. 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