{"id":253,"date":"2020-01-23T09:04:56","date_gmt":"2020-01-23T09:04:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/?p=253"},"modified":"2020-01-23T09:04:59","modified_gmt":"2020-01-23T09:04:59","slug":"from-resolven-i-am","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/from-resolven-i-am\/253\/","title":{"rendered":"From Resolven I Am"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I had to move my bag to make room for him. It\nwasn&#8217;t as if the bus was even full. It being January 5th, I gave him a\nsardonic, &#8220;Happy New Year!&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;You a Swansea boy?&#8221; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Pontypool,&#8221; I said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;The Pontypool Front Row! Remember\nthem?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Bobby Windsor, Charlie Faulkner, Graham\nPrice,&#8221; I said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;More of a Neath boy, me. 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