{"id":193,"date":"2019-11-22T21:02:00","date_gmt":"2019-11-22T21:02:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/?p=193"},"modified":"2019-11-22T21:02:57","modified_gmt":"2019-11-22T21:02:57","slug":"but-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/but-2\/193\/","title":{"rendered":"But"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She had dreamt of winning the really big fortune<br>And now she had finally done so she had also won<br>The lottery and she had also finally learnt about politics<br>And got to marry her sweetheart but it was not how<br>She imagined it would be or feel. She was living the dream<br>it was not all it cracked up to be. She had thought it<br>Would be living the dream it was living the dream but not<br>living it at all it, it was not like living at all. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<!--more-->\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She thought she had everything she wanted when she had <br>beautiful children who were successful but she was still not<br>satisfied and not content and she always felt there was<br>something missing something she had but had lost, or<br>something she had not fully developed. Why did she<br>always get herself into the situations she found herself in.<br>she even had hair pieces named after her family name ,<br>her children were named crumpets so she in having<br>something had nothing. Why was life so difficult why could<br>other people live the life she wanted but when she had it it<br>did not look so good. This led her to believe that there was<br>more to life than this<br>but\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026<br> \u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>She had dreamt of winning the really big fortuneAnd now she had finally done so she had also wonThe lottery and she had also finally learnt about politicsAnd got to marry her sweetheart but it was not howShe imagined it would be or feel. She was living the dreamit was not all it cracked up [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"rop_custom_images_group":[],"rop_custom_messages_group":[],"rop_publish_now":"initial","rop_publish_now_accounts":{"facebook_10158782359051062_103813597863211":"","twitter_1225722811282530305_1225722811282530305":""},"rop_publish_now_history":[],"rop_publish_now_status":"pending","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[2,3],"tags":[95,14,11],"class_list":["post-193","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-2","category-november","tag-had","tag-she","tag-was"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pbrNJE-37","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"post_mailing_queue_ids":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/193","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=193"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/193\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":195,"href":"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/193\/revisions\/195"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=193"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=193"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=193"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}