{"id":1597,"date":"2023-05-09T17:23:07","date_gmt":"2023-05-09T17:23:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/?p=1597"},"modified":"2023-05-09T17:23:11","modified_gmt":"2023-05-09T17:23:11","slug":"the-commitment","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/the-commitment\/1597\/","title":{"rendered":"The Commitment"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/05\/the-commitment-1024x576.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1598\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/05\/the-commitment.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/05\/the-commitment.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/05\/the-commitment.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/05\/the-commitment.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/www.swanseawriterscircle.co.uk\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/05\/the-commitment.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 750px) 100vw, 750px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Opening my eyes, keeping my head still, thinking of the night before. Oh no, I agreed to take\u00a0part in a fun run. Sliding out of bed I stand in front of the mirror, something I always try to avoid. I look like a gnome, skinny legs and a pot belly. Adam, my husband, walks in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &#8221;Morning beautiful.&#8221;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Turning, blubbering, I tell&nbsp;him I&#8217;ve signed up to a fun run with the girls. Ever practical he tries to convince me that it will be fine and he will help me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<!--more-->\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; A morning spent nursing a hangover with copious amounts of coffee and biscuits, I search through my wardrobe for anything to wear. Stella is picking me up to start training. I grab sweatpants and a baggy t-shirt, wait apprehensively.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Breezing in, &#8221;Ready to go Faith?&#8221;, Stella looks me up and down. &#8221;You need new clothes.&#8221; She bundles me into her car, we head to the local sports shop. &#8221;You need these,\u201d holding up a pair of leggings. &#8221;Come on try them on.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Honestly it\u2019s like trying to fit a whole doughnut in your mouth, any movement the whole lot roll down releasing a tidal wave of blubber rippling down. Looking me over, she decides we will buy them, as once I have done my training they will fit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u2018Off to the park for a stroll,\u2019 she says.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; It starts off well enough, walking faster and faster. By the time we have done one lap I collapse onto the nearest bench, barely able to breathe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&#8221;I can&#8217;t do&nbsp;it Stella.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; She ignores me. \u201cSame time tomorrow.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Getting home, there are more shocks. Adam has been on the internet. 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